| I've got somethin' fo' yo mind |
[Sep. 8th, 2009|08:37 am] |
Waking up at a bus stop in Restalrig wearing a Jagermeister necklace is pretty much a testament to how I'm living right now.
Freshers week just makes me feel so old. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2009|07:03 am] |
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I apparently got fired from Espionage tonight, and they forgot to tell me. |
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| Ha! |
[May. 28th, 2009|03:09 pm] |
That joke we played on your boyfriend was fucking funny.
The best part is that he's still oblivious. |
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| Where did all this anger appear from? Has it always been here? |
[May. 22nd, 2009|04:16 pm] |
I ran out of citalopram about five days ago. Rather than scooting to the docs and begging for more like an obedient little addict, I'm testing myself. I wanted to see what difference it would make.
Apart from a small bit of nausea, I feel like I can finally think again. I feel like I'm back in force, and I'd rather go out and do stuff instead of having to sit and listen to your rose-tinted life.
Yeah, you. You wouldn't believe how angry you make me. Then again, you probably don't even notice how silly you look.
Grow up, kid. Life isn't supposed to be perfect. Just stop hurting people along the way.
You'll even hurt that cunt as soon as you find someone closer to that perfect image of *ahem* you all hold us again. |
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| A message to Alan |
[Mar. 9th, 2009|01:59 am] |
You are lost. Right now, you're sitting in bed reading articles that you aren't even taking in. You're avoiding sleep despite knowing that you have an impending class tomorrow at 9am. You don't feel anything when you think about that. No sick-in-my-throat-oh-shit-i-need-to-get-to-bed kind of wariness. Nothing.
For the past year and two months, you've been in a haze. Everything's flew by and you've stumbled along with your chin down, here unable to process it. You'll happily ignore everything until it's time to go home and sit on fucking digg.com/stumbleupon.
Well, fuck that.
GET YOUR FUCKING CUNT OUT OF BED TOMORROW AT SEVEN. FUCK SLEEPING IN LIKE A LAZY FUCKER. HAVE A COFFEE AND A CIGARETTE IF YOU REALLY FUCKING WANT. WHATEVER. JUST GO FUCKING WORK.
You know who you are better than anyone else. You're still there. You want to go be that cocky bastard again?
Go fucking earn it. |
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| second year is over |
[Jun. 19th, 2008|09:42 pm] |
Well, it's been 10 weeks since I last updated. I've been meaning to get around to it. Honestly. I just really haven't been feeling up for it lately. I'll get around to it.
exams are over
second year is over
everything is changing and it's scary |
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[Apr. 5th, 2008|12:36 am] |
Jesus, Alan.
What the hell is wrong with you?
Come on. You're better than his. |
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